The last few months have required me to learn to living in a new normal. The lost of my job in May started the transition and made me try to be a stay at home mom. After a few weeks, I was offered a new job. That job did not work out and so as of today I return to stay at home mom status. I will be the first to admit that while I have always loved the idea of being a stay at home mom, I have never really considered it an option. I started my first real job fresh out of college and have worked ever since that day – so for me to now be learning how to stay home and take care of things here, without my day job – well it is leaving me out of sorts.
This morning I spent time working out and praying – lots of praying. I have started chores around the house, laundry, dishes, etc. It is just now hitting home that not only will I be working in a different capacity but now I will also focus more on household things that previously didn’t bother me. I am focusing on my beachbody business and looking for work but for now – I need to discover this part of Lorna – and it is ok to admit that I am scared and out of my norm.
God has a plan – we have to stop, Listen and Learn. So that is my focus for now.